July 28th, 2021
Delta Variant now returning us back to masks, lockdowns, Vaxrs vs Non-vaxers, Only pulling in $2,400 month,
finally facing Mimi’s cold heart and possibly alcoholic mind, un forgiven $8,500 bank debt as Matrix of Life borrower, gums on Mexican capped side issues, competing in one week with Joy, not working on body, depressed, foggy, disconnected from Lisa, not clear on where to create, and what to do.
Lisa does not exhibit any real intentions of connecting and mending our relationship other than using my getting close to her daughter. I would not mind that intention except that she refuses to not be vaccinated and want to stay at my home. Why is she not having Alee move back to California and join her mom. The is Lisa and Alee not creating a living situation albeit temporarily in NYC?
IMMEDIATE ISSUES TO BE SOLVED:
1. Outstanding Loan of $8,500 Matrix of Life LLC
2. No income coming in at all other tan Social Security and Dance Lessons
3. Teeth Issues
4. No extra monies for cushion
5. No intimate connection with a partner
6. Not able to cover entire Overhead without Puela
7. Not using her expertise with Kajabi to even pay the $900/year
8. Not happy with the kitchen organization
9. Not working on my Body to be beautiful and healthy and strong